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I don't want to face you anymore but i hope to and i need to.

I don't know what i feel ... i just can't. Everything can't, it's very complicated.

You're the people's. 
I wonder what am i in your heart, just a random people? or a simple thing that you won't care? or probably a transparent object?

To suffer, families ,  friends , tuitions , schoolhomeworks , tuitions'works , balletexam , schoolexam , schoolcompetition , life , sickness , skins , results blablabla = SHIT = DIE

Forwards from CNY

What a boring CNY for 2010. angpau ? less

Went to Vietnam. Ohhh, it's a such boring trip. The only fun is taking pictures. We went to visit only a few buildings, temples and blahh. Not so interesting cause their country is not rich as us. Awwww, miss Korea so so muchhhhh. YoYo. There're something that i couldn't tell out at all. sigh. No idea. Anyway, Chinese New Year is finishing. Start to busy of school again. Hate homeworks and hate teachers and hate students. So many things that i have not done yet, didn't even touch or do or practise it during the holidays. Everyone - same. Rushing at the last minute ? LOL.

Updates

here to update. 

things weren't good till now.

Chinese New Year will NOT be good too sighh.

Friends Families Love

i don't think there are people who remember me but just few of em.

no best friends no good friends no even friends.

wanting to tell out my feelings but no replies from you.WHY digi WHY

tumblr for blog.

and, any suggestions for jobs jobs jobs ? tell me puelease

oh myy, everyone are not happy, not in mood, not excited at all. sigh. 

cheer up and take care.

bye

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As you can see, i'm a down down down person that

sometimes might get crazy until i don't know what am i doing.

I don't know what to say what to post what to chat, guys.

I'm so not in mood these days and it cause of many thing.

I think this blog will be dead for days or months soon.

so LAME so bye :)

La

Enjoyed the darkness in my room without lights for really awhile at night lonely

It's pretty fun

see

HAHAHHAA. FEELS GREAT ? LAME ME =.=

Do you know how's hearbreak ?

Have a look ...

It might be like this

Or like that...

PAIN

Am i transparent

She's not in mood, you know and what about me

I hate studying so what i gave up studying so what

Your result is bad doesn't mean that i will be bad too

You have no right to scold me, to judge me or whatever

Your result is bad and now you want me to access your defect

I don't study is my business guys

' I will regret at the end ' that's what on your minds

iny and imy

New year new cheer

Happy new year to everyone. It's 2010 now.

010110

Everything start again and it's the fighting time

New year new month new friends new things new teacher new mates new style new birthday !

God bless :)

<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YONG CHEE YIN ! =D

PS  i hate people doing actions to show that she/he hates me but not telling by mouth !

Points

Actually i've not much to say.

I'm currently typing points out.

Just waiting for school.

Having headache now.

Yesterday someone told someone that maybe i get not enough love from my family is the reason i became lesbo.

It's quite an answer for me to think.

And now Nichkhun !

He's so awesome !

Nichkhun and Yoon Eun-Hye get down in a club

Back

Back to M'sia yesterday. 
am so not well during the days at Korea in the heart for everything.
Christmas is ended.
2010 is coming.
can't wait to school but don't want 2010 :/
and DON'T WANT TUITION !!!
2009 is much much much more better.
miss you all so much.
yea i'm so stupid.
oh gosh, really kind of 100percent silly
- fml again  
- 73 days / 15 days
- he's so cute

IDK

Everyone seems to be realism

Want to be FAMOUS. Yea

Don't really wanna be friend with those lowly or unfamous's ones. Yea

But then everyone works on theirselves just thinking of FAME
and doesn't care any of others ? Is it fair ?

Going to Korea tomorrow, but i'm NOT excited now

A word to describe what i'm thinking - shit
That's all

The heartbreaker

Fourth dream

Cikgu.Uma and Ms.Leong were in my dream too ! whoot~

Aww, my phone rosak again 
wtf