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April

April fool ! 

2nd of April : AMC CO concert

3rd of April : to Pingrol's sister and brother's birthday party

6th of April : maybe to Parade with friends

10th of April : MGS pesta ria

11th of April : Annshien's birthday 

13th of April : Choonyin's birthday

17th of April : first lesson for ballet of Grade 7

25th of April : totally MINE !!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ 

26th of April : my birthday :) 

2009 !!!

I miss 2009 !!! T.T

Viewing 2009's pictures. =D

DAMN YOU !

SHIT YOU SHIT YOU SHIT YOU 

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU 

SHIT YOU FUCK YOU SHIT YOU 

FUCK YOU SHIT YOU FUCK YOU 

SHIT YOU FUCK YOU SHIT YOU

Sport day

Red team got the first-runner up. yay

Had a saddest and worst outing i have ever had today after sport day. SIGH moody moody
Can't control myself for doing lame things ...

After chatting with Yiling and Phuiyuan at kbox, it's much better. Then went back and texted with Seehui, let me got into good mood ! :))) But then after ballet lesson, heard something from dad and i began to be moody again 

FAN SEI YAN ! GRRRRRR , GONNA GIVE UP FOR STUDIES. GO AND DIE ! HOORAY

FUTURE ? ART CLASS ? SCIENCE CLASS ? JOBS ? NO MONEY ? OCCUPATION ?WTH

hate xxx, she doesn't listen to me when i talk to her and so don't answer, damn

who am i in your heart ?

hate the some more xxx, ALWAYS don't answer people's question and so NOT polite, shit

hate everyone, you guys just will not care about other's feeling. am i wrong ? yes, i'm wrong AGAIN.

i love you

April come on April !!!!!!!

Privacy

Hoping to delete some friends that i've invited 

cause i hope i can write whatever i want, just for good friends. 

Shall i ?

Memories

down to earth, common denominator, jump then fall and untouchable

let me thought about the time i cried.

i love songs much because they can let me to be comfortable and make me cry all out when i'm really sad.

down to earth was my first song ^^  
Happy birthday to Justin Bieber anyway

tumblr

www.shan-s.tumblr.com

huh

I don't want to face you anymore but i hope to and i need to.

I don't know what i feel ... i just can't. Everything can't, it's very complicated.

You're the people's. 
I wonder what am i in your heart, just a random people? or a simple thing that you won't care? or probably a transparent object?

To suffer, families ,  friends , tuitions , schoolhomeworks , tuitions'works , balletexam , schoolexam , schoolcompetition , life , sickness , skins , results blablabla = SHIT = DIE

Forwards from CNY

What a boring CNY for 2010. angpau ? less

Went to Vietnam. Ohhh, it's a such boring trip. The only fun is taking pictures. We went to visit only a few buildings, temples and blahh. Not so interesting cause their country is not rich as us. Awwww, miss Korea so so muchhhhh. YoYo. There're something that i couldn't tell out at all. sigh. No idea. Anyway, Chinese New Year is finishing. Start to busy of school again. Hate homeworks and hate teachers and hate students. So many things that i have not done yet, didn't even touch or do or practise it during the holidays. Everyone - same. Rushing at the last minute ? LOL.

Updates

here to update. 

things weren't good till now.

Chinese New Year will NOT be good too sighh.

Friends Families Love

i don't think there are people who remember me but just few of em.

no best friends no good friends no even friends.

wanting to tell out my feelings but no replies from you.WHY digi WHY

tumblr for blog.

and, any suggestions for jobs jobs jobs ? tell me puelease

oh myy, everyone are not happy, not in mood, not excited at all. sigh. 

cheer up and take care.

bye

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As you can see, i'm a down down down person that

sometimes might get crazy until i don't know what am i doing.

I don't know what to say what to post what to chat, guys.

I'm so not in mood these days and it cause of many thing.

I think this blog will be dead for days or months soon.

so LAME so bye :)